**** Repost from September 2012 ****
Photo Credit: Averie Woodard
There
have been seasons in my life when God has instructed me to walk through
the desert.
He doesn't give me the
whole picture. Just one softly spoken instruction for each step directed
and ordered by Him. I am in one of those seasons now; walking through a desert
in faith, believing the promises from my daddy God. It can be difficult, this
walk in the desert. I want to continue and succeed. I want to get to the
place He has for me. My steps get heavier, my lips are parched, I am
tired and my soul cries out.
Should I
turn around? Sit down
and cry? Beg and
plead for Him to move me faster?
My flesh
is growing tired and weary and then I hear in my heart............
Matthew
26:41
Watch and
pray that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the
flesh is weak.
I walk
on, not giving in to the temptations of my flesh, when all I want to do is sit,
cry and beg for this to be over. To keep my sanity through this season, I talk
to Him; I ask questions that only my daddy God can answer for me. Why are
you leading me this way? Why is it
taking so long? Have I
done something wrong Lord?
Lord, am
I still in your perfect will? And then the big question,
the one that has been bouncing around in my heart, soul and mind.... Why Lord has the ones that
have hurt me and wronged me have their hearts desires falling like rain??
Psalm 73:26
My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever
My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever
I
continue to walk.........
The days
become a little longer and my nights filled with hope that tomorrow I will arrive and my blessings will rain. It is then my daddy God brings to me the story of Abraham and
Sarah. Abraham is called by God to
leave his father’s house, to go into the unknown, to take his people to a
nation he does not know, a nation
God is calling him to. Sarah
watches as child after child is born amongst the women in their tribe and yet
she is barren. God has
promised Abraham he will make him a father to all nations and yet he has not
one child of his own; but they continued to walk. Abraham is faithful to God's calling and God is faithful to Abraham.
Abraham is made a father of many nations and Sarah is blessed with the child promised. I do not know how long or
far this walk of mine will be. Abraham was 100 years old when his first child
was born.
What I do
know, I serve a faithful God; a God whose grace and mercies are new every day.
A God whose love is unfailing and never ending, a God that calls me His. Once more I take another step and hear His words......
1 Corinthians 2:9
However, as it is written; What no eye has seen, what no ear has heard, and what no human has concieved, the things GOd has prepared for those who love Him.
And love Him I do~
Forever
His Daughter,
Stacey
wiping tears. So beautifully said. Thank you for sharing your heart so honestly.
ReplyDeleteApril, I am blessed this has touched your heart. Thank you for stopping by!! God bless you in abundance!!
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