She Stands

I don't know  the exact thing that has me so emotional today..... Wait....... that statement is not completely accurate. I know what is weighing heavy on my heart...... For me to speak it out loud sounds so selfish..... So self absorbed. But speak it I do.  ~sigh~ "Why Lord?" I ask..... Why this road???? I am tired Jesus, tired of having to be strong.... Tired of having to be two ....... Tired of picking up the pieces....... I am just so tired, and I don't want to do this anymore.  My question of cries continue...... None of this was my choice, so why am I the one having to ride this roller coaster of emotions?? "This is not what I wanted"... I scream on the inside. I worked so hard to NOT have this happen..... I did so many things opposite for circumstances and situations to be different.  Why Lord?? Why?? I am just so tired............... At this moment, the statement " And this too shall pass" seems ...

I grew up knowing her as Kim Stock, a beautiful girl who was full of life and character. Little did I know the hell she was living from within. I have been blessed to have our paths cross again as adults and to say she encourages me daily would be an understatement. I am honored to have her share her life story here on "She Stands"  Kim's boldness, even in the scariest of times, portrays the love of our daddy God in a huge way. Her testimony will have you crying with joy to see where she was to where she is in life. God's grace and mercy has no limits. His love has no boundaries. He never lets go.  Kim is living proof.   Keep shining His love girl, you are a beautiful gem in this world!! Love you much kiddo!!! Giving God all the Glory!! ****************************************************************************                                           ...